I'm sitting in the airport. I cried at the security check. I cried checking in my luggage... They waived my bag fee because I guess something on the screen shows up that says "give her a break. She just lost her fiancé." the lady said she was sorry for my loss. It was unexpected. It's something that I haven't even heard from people that know me. And here she was.... Apologizing because I lost John. And I was already overwhelmed by it all. I was already upset I was leaving my family. My nieces, my caring sister-in-law, my brother.... And I'm going home.