When did getting married become so complicated?
And why did no one tell me?
And why do I cry almost every day?
And when does this start getting more fun?
And why can't people support us and realize how very very important this is to me?
Will it just be up to me in the end?
How does one afford a wedding that is by all means affordable?
How does one become a happy bride?
Because honestly it's only been a month and I do not recognize myself anymore.
Of all the people in the world... you would expect me to love this more.
I am nothing but a bad bride.